Thursday, April 07, 2005

Closer and Closer

It was one of those days. One of those days where there was no way in hell she was going to sit inside other than for attending class. One of those days where she just sat in the quad all day taking in the amazing weather and just being happy to be alive and enjoy the amazing 80 degree day that has struck the District. One of those days where it didn't matter who sat with you and enjoyed the weather because it was so wonderfu out that you could enjoy it with whoever happened to come along and sit with you. But it was also one of those days where she couldn't help but feel the littlest twinge of sadness when she saw him. Just cause he looked so cute today in his khakis and shirt and boat shoes, and she remembered why she liked him in the first place, and for a while was upset at what had happened. And she doesn't know what to do with those feelings. And she wish she knew how he felt. And was still confused about what even happened in the first place. And with 2 weeks left in the semester, felt lost. Felt like she had made it so far, and yet, hadn't. Felt like it was all for nothing.
But it's still one of those days where she doesn't want to do any more work when she would. One of those days where she wonders what tomorrow holds. Just one of those days.

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