Nothing Compares

It's April 10th. It's a good 70 degrees outside right now. I'm sitting in the quad, with some of my sisters and Laura, doing research for my international business project, and taking in the sun. There are people everywhere, and a game of cricket is going on by the library.
AU rocks. I mean where else would you find a game of cricket going on in the quad? It doesn't get any better than this. It should never be crappy out ever again.
And how am I expected to do work in this? Cause I have no idea.

Nothing really profound to say. Formal was amazing. Minus the whole thing were alcohol brings our my true emotions and a certain event from a couple of weeks ago finally got to me. But I'm overi t now. And my date was amazing for putting up with me, I owe him.

I heart my little. I really do. She's adorable.

Ok I'm hungry. Buhbye.

Closer and Closer

It was one of those days. One of those days where there was no way in hell she was going to sit inside other than for attending class. One of those days where she just sat in the quad all day taking in the amazing weather and just being happy to be alive and enjoy the amazing 80 degree day that has struck the District. One of those days where it didn't matter who sat with you and enjoyed the weather because it was so wonderfu out that you could enjoy it with whoever happened to come along and sit with you. But it was also one of those days where she couldn't help but feel the littlest twinge of sadness when she saw him. Just cause he looked so cute today in his khakis and shirt and boat shoes, and she remembered why she liked him in the first place, and for a while was upset at what had happened. And she doesn't know what to do with those feelings. And she wish she knew how he felt. And was still confused about what even happened in the first place. And with 2 weeks left in the semester, felt lost. Felt like she had made it so far, and yet, hadn't. Felt like it was all for nothing.
But it's still one of those days where she doesn't want to do any more work when she would. One of those days where she wonders what tomorrow holds. Just one of those days.

Three Weeks Of Class Left...

Holy crap. Three weeks left of class, then a couple of finals, and I am officially halfway through my undergraduate years here at AU. Where has the time gone...
Cause I don't know.
Tonight I'm numb to life. I have to be. I think it's the only way I'll get through tonight and keep my spirits high as the semester winds down. Wow. Wowwwww.
People are disappointing and getting to know some people changes everything you thought you knew. People are way too self motivated. Like whoa. Everyone needs to calm the f**k down.
I'm so, ugh. I don't even know where to start.
I have so much to do. Two papers. Two huge presentations. Two finals. I need to go to the gym more. I need to play more tennis. I need to feel better about myself again.
Buttttt I get to fly home soon and pick up my car which is like awesome. Becuase my car is so hot, and its name is The Dirty, and I'm gonna have it down here.
The plan is to stay in the dorms until I absolutely have to leave, which is May 7th, noon check out time. And I'll probably bum around DC for a couple of days until I have to be home to report for jury duty. And then I go to Lawrenceville to start another fabulous summer of Nike Tennis Camp on June 8th. I cannot wait.
But it's all going too fast. I don't wanna graduate. Ever. College rocks. Sometimes class sucks but whatever.
Wow. I'm not dealing well. Allie (my sister) sent in her deposit for housing to FIU this weekend. I'm old. AHHH....